Whatisit?

As my hands get closer
They shiver
My eyes flutter
Shut and open
They blur my vision
Create an alternate reality
What if I am stuck in that blur
And cant see the world clearly ever again
That’s my fear.

Its painful, an alien
Sneaking in stealthily
Or so it thinks’
While I feel
Its presence, its character
Watering, gleaming red
That’s what I fear.

Oh its so stubborn,
I prick and i prod and i probe
Refuses to budge!
When its finally forced
From its artificial womb
It tears , it tears…..
That’s what I fear.


They are supposed to make me pretty,
But all people can see is the weariness.
Dark coffee brown, they reveal the world
The love , the lust…the lust for life,
Too eager and too direct,
It makes them uncomfortable
I turn people on and turn people off
Like switches of a plane crashing
Blinkers! Blinkers !
That’s what I fear.


And for just once
Find a wanderer searching for weariness
For truth.. and find it
Like it … love it perhaps!
Then where will I hide
Im naked without them
Im empowered without them
That’s what I fear

Folks ! Please post your comments on what this song is all about!